I had been wanting to do a boudoir session for a while, but always had the thoughts of “you can’t do sexy, you can’t be sexy, you don’t look like the beautiful women you’ve seen do these photo shoots”.
I was always thinking about all my flaws: I break out all the time, my booty could be bigger, and my boobs could be smaller. In my mind, my body is not where I wanted it to be for doing a sexy photo shoot.
I decided to scheduled my first boudoir session, I went with my best friend so we could do it together. She had previously done a boudoir before, so she was my support system for mine. We ended up going to someone she had found on social media. I thought well at least if my photos don’t turn out great I wouldn’t be spending a lot of money.
Well in turn I lost more than a little money, I lost so much confidence in myself, and was scared to even show my now fiancé the finished photos because even though he says I’m sexy, I felt anything but that, deep down I thought if he saw those photos he wouldn’t think I was as sexy as he said I was before.
After I stopped dragging myself through the dirt, and feeling down on myself I reached out to Jen & Brian. I had known about Sheer Photography for 4 years, and absolutely loved their work! I told them my story, and they were there to listen, and provide me with so much information, and encouragement not to let this one bad shoot define how I felt about myself.
I know many people will be like ”well why didn’t you go there in the first place?” And like previously stated I felt that I couldn’t do/be sexy, so I went in the wrong direction that lead me to believe that so much more. When I decided that it was my time to try again I knew coming to Sheer was going to change things for me, I just didn’t know how much!
From the time I walked up the stairs, I felt so welcomed, and comfortable around Jen and Brian. They made me feel beautiful, sexy, and so so soooo confident in my skin again. Working with them was just easy, carefree, and so much fun! When I left I was so happy with how the day went and all the sneak peeks that came with it, but was still just a tad bit nervous about going back for my reveal and having to see, and pick all of my photos.
Fast forward to my reveal, I kid you not when I say I wanted to cry watching the slideshow of my photos that they had put together. It had been so long since I saw myself as someone beautiful, and I never really thought of myself as sexy, but HOT DAMN did they prove to me that I can feel and be both! Jen and Brian truly made me feel even more confident in myself than I had ever been.
I wanted to do this for myself, but I never thought that I actually NEEDED to do this for myself.
I am so beyond thankful for them, and what they’ve done for me. They made me love all things about myself, especially my booty! All I can say is if you’re thinking about doing a boudoir shoot, do it for you! Having a #SheerExperience has made a world of difference in how I look and feel about myself. If you’re like me and had a bad first boudoir shoot and are thinking about doing another one, do it! It’s not you that can’t do/be sexy, because you can and you are, and Jen and Brian are the people you can trust the most to prove that to you!
